
Rotgut Whiskey
By Storybird

18 Dec, 2023

The evening sun dipped low over the small coastal town as I sat on the porch, sipping my rotgut whiskey. The liquor burned my throat, but it eased my mind.

A worn-out beach towel hung on the drying line, a grim reminder of the summer love that was no more. The Labrador, Duke, lazed by my side, his head resting on my knee.

I looked down at Duke, his loyalty reminding me of how you once looked at me. The sight of him hanging out the passenger door of my '88 Ford, tongue lolling out, was a bitter memory.

The sand that was still stuck in your hair would get in my eyes. It was annoying, but the way you laughed made it worth it. The beach was our paradise, our refuge.

We'd spend endless nights on that worn-out basement couch, sharing tales and dreams. You would tell me about your mother, how she ran off and pawned her ring.

I remember everything, every word you said, every tear you shed. I remember how you'd smile when you were drinking. It was a smile of pain hidden behind a facade of happiness.

The bar would soon close, and you'd beg me to stay with you till sunrise. The strange words that would slip out of your mouth when your mind was broken, I still remember them.

You were drinking everything to ease your mind, but when were you going to ease mine? I asked you this question many times, but I never got an answer.

You felt like concrete feet in the summer heat. Our meeting was a burning encounter that left me scarred. You swore you'd be a better man, but you never could.

Yet, despite it all, I remember you singing in that '88 Ford. I remember the way your laughter filled the car, the way it made my heart flutter.

After all these years, I still miss you. I miss us. But I understand why things had to end the way they did. I hope wherever you are, you're at peace.

As the sun finally set, I took one last swig from the bottle. Duke stirred beside me, his tail thumping against the porch. I smiled down at him, a bittersweet feeling washing over me.

Life goes on, and so do we. We carry the memories, the scars, and the love. We carry the hope for better days. And in that hope, we find the strength to keep going.

The whiskey was now empty, the night was quiet, and Duke had fallen asleep. I got up from the porch, leaving behind the memories of the day and the rotgut whiskey.

As I walked back into the house, I realized something. I had not only survived the storm, but I had also learned to live with it. And that, I believe, is redemption.

I stood in the doorway for a moment, looking back at the porch, the drying line, and Duke. Then I closed the door, ready to face another day, with or without the rotgut whiskey.