
The Journal of Amber's Imaginary Pregnancy
By Storybird

12 Sep, 2023

Amber sat alone in her apartment, staring at the fake baby bump she'd bought online. She was bored out of her mind, and this, she decided, would be her new entertainment.

Laughing to herself, Amber strapped on the fake baby bump. She looked in the mirror, twisting and turning to see it from all angles. It felt strange but also quite exciting.

Amber began to act out this imaginary pregnancy. She wore maternity clothes, ate for two, and even chose a name for her fictional baby, Lola.

She also started to write a journal, pretending to document the progress of her ‘pregnancy’. Each entry was filled with humor and imagination, making light of her solitary situation.

Creating fictional doctor's appointments and ultrasound scans, Amber would weave tales of her progression. She would describe the imagined fluttering sensations and cravings of pickles.

Amber included funny anecdotes in her journal, such as doing prenatal yoga while trying to balance the extra 'weight'. She'd then write about the hilarity of how the bump got in the way.

Some days were difficult, but pretending to be pregnant had given Amber a focus. It was a way to inject a little laughter into an otherwise mundane day.

There were times when Amber even fooled herself. She would rub her fake belly absent-mindedly, curling up on the sofa and feeling a strange sense of contentment.

Her journal entries became more elaborate as the days passed. She described nesting and baby shopping, creating intricate stories about picking out cute baby clothes.

Virtual baby showers were arranged where she'd invite her friends over video call. Although they knew it was all pretend, everyone played along, adding to the fun.

When her friends asked her why she was doing this, Amber would shrug and reply, “Why not? It’s fun, and it keeps me entertained!”

Amber carefully documented all these experiences in her journal. Each entry was a mix of real emotions and imagined scenarios, creating a unique form of storytelling.

She detailed the ups and downs of her faux pregnancy. All the difficulties of carrying the extra weight, the bloating, and the exhaustion were captured with humor and honesty.

Her journal started to feel more like a real pregnancy guide. There were tips on staying active and maintaining a healthy diet, even advice on dealing with mood swings.

But as the pandemic wore on, Amber found herself feeling a strange mix of emotions. She felt a sense of loss knowing that her imaginary pregnancy was nearing its pretend end.

Amber found herself preparing for an imaginary labor. She bought a doll to stand in for baby Lola, and even packed a hospital bag, creating another detailed entry in her journal.

The day finally came when Amber pretended to go into labor. She acted out the whole process, offering a humorous and touching climax to her imaginary pregnancy journey.

It was a bittersweet moment when ‘baby Lola’ was born. There was a sense of accomplishment but also the realization that this chapter of her pandemic experience was closing.

Amber wrote about her feelings in her journal, describing the joy she felt pretending to be a mother and how this experience had changed her perspective.

The next few days, Amber played out as a new mother. However, the sense of playfulness began to fade as the reality of her situation sank back in.

Amber decided to end her imaginary motherhood journey. She wrote a final entry in her journal, reflecting on her journey and the strange comfort it brought her during the pandemic.

The fake bump was returned to its box and the 'baby Lola' doll found a place on the bookshelf. Amber's apartment returned to its pre-pandemic state.

But Amber was not the same. She had lived through an experience, albeit imagined, that had taught her about herself and her resilience in face of loneliness.

Even after the pandemic ended, Amber kept her journal. It was a reminder of her creativity, humor, and strength during an exceptionally difficult time.

Sometimes, Amber would flip through the pages, chuckling at her antics and marveling at the detailed account of her imaginary pregnancy. It was more than just a journal; it was a testament to her spirit.

And in the end, it didn't matter that it was make-believe. To Amber, it was a real experience. A real journey. And it made her pandemic isolation a little bit easier to bear.