Breaking the Cycle

    By Danielle Gonzalez

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    03 Apr, 2024

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    Emma sat anxiously in the living room, her eyes darting to the clock. She was waiting for Mike, her husband, who was late again.

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    Mike walked in, trembling and scratching his arm, his eyes averted. He asked Emma for money, promising it was for something important.

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    Against her better judgment, Emma handed him the money, choosing to believe his lie. She told herself he was getting better, he was no longer using drugs.

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    She replayed the conversation with Mike's parents in her head. They had insisted they could handle Mike's addiction, that professional treatment wasn't necessary.

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    Emma remembered the last time she denied him money. Mike had become violent, breaking furniture and threatening her until she had to call his parents.

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    His parents had promised that they would help Mike. They reassured Emma that they had everything under control. But as Emma looked at Mike now, she knew nothing had changed.

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    Mike apologized, promising to change. But Emma knew she couldn't live like this anymore. She told Mike she loved him, but she wanted a divorce.

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    Emma walked out, leaving behind the life she had known. She needed to find peace, away from the constant cycle of addiction and false promises.

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    Four months later, Mike checked himself into rehab. He was finally ready to face his addiction.

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    His counselor explained that the journey to recovery often depends on the stages of denial and acceptance experienced by the addict and their family.

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    Mike understood that his family was stuck in a cycle of denial and enabling. He was determined to break this cycle and start anew.

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    Despite the long journey ahead, Mike felt a glimmer of hope. He was finally taking the first step towards a better future, away from the clutches of addiction.