The Lost Innocence

    By Storybird

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    12 Sep, 2023

    Jessica entered Micah's room, her eyes fell on the small boy, curled up in bed. Her delicate hands moved to check his wet pull ups.

    She gently lifted him out of bed, his eyes remained closed. She decided he could keep his pjs on for the car ride.

    Micah was securely strapped into his car seat, a large pacifier still in his mouth. They set off on their usual morning route.

    Suddenly, Micah yelled into his pacifier, conveying his need for the bathroom. His mother's response was swift and firm.

    Jessica stopped the car, and wrapped his mouth with see-through tape, explaining he'd be changed at a nearby CVS store. Micah whimpered but complied.

    They pulled into the CVS parking lot. Micah was immobilized in his stroller, his mom cautious of him raising attention.

    As she shopped for baby toys, Micah observed a world so different from his own. He gazed at people his age, walking and speaking freely.

    A group of school children passed by, their lively chatter catching Micah's attention. He yearned to be part of their lively laughs and innocent talks.

    Jessica was oblivious to his emotional turmoil. She cheerfully picked out toys, thinking they would make Micah happy.

    Micah couldn't keep his eyes off the children who were now selecting school supplies. A longing overtook him, a longing for a life normal for his age.

    Jessica ended her shopping spree, unaware that Micah's world was taking a drastic turn. They returned home, Micah's mind filled with questions.

    Over the following days, Micah became more aware of his situation. His interactions with Jessica were becoming more and more tense.

    Jessica noticed Micah's changing behavior but misunderstood it as him growing older. She tried harder to maintain their routine, creating further tension.

    Micah began asserting himself, removing the tapes from his hands at night, and trying to talk without the pacifier. His rebellion was met with kindness but firmness.

    Jessica assumed it was a phase and tightened the control. But Micah was growing stronger in his resolve to change his circumstances.

    One day, while Jessica was out, Micah successfully removed the tapes himself. The house felt eerily quiet as he stood alone in his room.

    He explored the house on his own for the first time. The reality of his normal childhood, lost in years of enforced infantilism, hit him.

    He found a hidden stash of family pictures. His parents looked happy and he looked like a normal child, a stark contrast to his current life.

    When Jessica returned, she found Micah sitting alone, holding a picture in his hand. Something in his eyes told her things needed to change.

    That day, Jessica didn't tape Micah's hands. They sat together, talked, and laughed like they hadn't in years. The pacifier was nowhere in sight.

    Days turned into weeks, weeks into months, and slowly, Micah's life began resembling that of a normal 8-year-old. Jessica understood her mistakes and made amends.

    Progress was slow and filled with challenges, but both Micah and Jessica were willing to take the journey, together. For the first time, Micah felt truly loved.

    Micah learned to speak his mind, to express his feelings, but most importantly, he learned what it felt like to be a normal boy, not a baby.

    Jessica saw her son's progress and felt a wave of relief wash over her. She realized while she believed she was protecting him, she was in fact, hindering him.

    Today, Micah plays with kids his age, enjoys school, and lives a normal life. He and Jessica share a bond that's stronger than ever, owing to their shared journey.